I have so many things in my head that I want to say but can not seem to get to come out on to the page.
I hate the way I feel right now. All I see is blue, I am surrounded by it. I want to be happy and to enjoy life. So many things seem to be bringing me down.
Why can't I figure this out. I want to scream at the top of my lungs and stomp my feet. I know that would not help.....I am so tired of chasing my tail on this.
All I want is to have a happy family, a career that is satisfying and life that I am proud of.
I don't know...I have so much I should be thankful for but all I see right now is blue.
