I don't know why I let things get to me sometimes.
Work:
I have managers that are not pulling their weight at all. One of which is suppose to be my second in command. I need to be able to rely on these women to run the store properly. She seems to think its no big deal to "forget" to get her stuff done.
My Repl Mgr bust her ass but doesn't make her team...so that causes work for others in the store. They are always leaving a mess and freight for ?? to clean up. Maybe with the 7 days of replenishment they will get it. I hope so.
So much work to be done. I need to be able to count on my managers. Don't get me wrong my full time CEM is awesome. I don't know what I would do without her. And my new part time CEM I think will be a huge help. I have my Full time CEM training her :)
I hate the feeling my boss is going to come in and freak on me. I am doing my best...I can't do everything.
Home:
Hubby has put his notice in at work. Scared shitless about that. We are finally at a good place....the inheritance is gone so there is no net if this doesn't work out. I'm not even sure what his plan is? I hate the uncertainty.
I got stopped last night by a dick...I mean state trooper. I had sped up coming out of a 45 going into a 55...I was clocked doing 61 supposedly. $90 and he was a dick. I had a warning back in Feb. and I must not have learned from that incident. I was in the hubby's truck. I won't lie I did start speeding up before I should have. He was sitting in the middle of the turn lane no lights on...as soon as I saw him I slowed back down but supposedly he had already clocked me. I had just pulled away from a light so I don't know maybe he clocked me... I don't know. DO I fight it and it cost me more? UGH my son's solution is that I should slow down. I can not wait until he starts driving...I am sure that is not the right way to feel.
My BabyGirl has been having medical issues :( From what she has said as long as she follows the dr. orders she should be fine. They are going to keep a check on her. I am still worried over her. I know she is an adult but I guess its a mommy thing. I wonder if my Mom felt this way when I moved to DE when I was 19?
I did get a chance to spend sometime with my Baby Brother last week. It was nice. Poor guy was dead tired from all the hours had been pulling. We only got a few hours but I felt it was quality time.
Life is just blah right now for me...I feel like all I do is work. It will only get worse soon.
10/18/13
