Dating in 2018

Dating is no where the same as it was when I was in my 20s.

Thanks to POF and Match.com I have met some interesting men. I have chatted with a few that didn't make it to the dating stage and a small handful that did. None of the ones from POF have worked out sadly. Honestly they have all been very similar. Each one I had hopes of being someone I could enjoy dating. Ironically enough dating to these men meant Netflix and chill....and I don't mean sex. Or at least satisfying sex. Even so I found myself getting caught up wanting to make it work. Why do I do this?? None of them were right. I am always thinking what if...I need to stop doing this.With each one I have gotten better.

Now I've met a man from Match.com. He isn't like the other guys. He is younger. He is Pagan and has Pitties. He looks at me different than anyone else has. I feel different when I am with him. He refuels me. So now I am doing my best to not act stupid and see what happens.

One Step at a time.....not getting a head of ourselves. I swore I wasn't going to get my horse ahead of the cart with him and then the fuck if I know what happened. UGH. I am not going to do the what if thing..I need to keep saying this to myself.

I swear I have way to much time on my hands. Im ready to get my life started.... the next chapter of my life...

The New Moon is in Virgo

The New Moon is in Virgo 

After the drama of Eclipse Season, the new moon in Virgo wants to help us find the remedies to our current conditions. It’s asking us to realign, readjustment, and reorganize our energetic output so that  our systems can best support us. 

It is a time of looking inward and learning. 

I am making a list of dreams, hopes, and desires. I am writing them down with strong meaning I WILL, I AM, THIS WILL. I'll read this list to the New Moon several times. Then thank Goddess for listening. 

I want to grow my powers and beliefs. This is a good time to do so. 
Blessed Be

Name change

I am still the Irish Queen and always will be....but I feel it is time to have a change to go along with all the other changes in my life. So you are in the right place.

So over the last year a lot has happened. I'll give some bullet points but I'm not going to attempt to go back and rehash it all. I hit rock bottom and I am truly trying to get myself back up. My support team is totally different now.

*Left my husband---and inadvertently my son. I had to leave when I did. I tried to do everything in my power to make things work but I was going to die if I didn't leave. Take that as you will. My son did not see it the same as I and choice to stay with his father. I have been attempting to rebuild my relationship with him ever since. I love my Kids.

*Started Dating--I've "dated" a handful of guys from POF. None have been right. Pretty much all the same shit.

*Lost my job--for bullshit reason. Different people have different opinion of what truly happened. I know what I believe happened. I know what the powers that be said happened. Then of course the gossip hounds have their view....facepalm

That's enough for now.... thanks for reading
Kisses The Queen

long time no Blog

Wow it has been over a year and half since...I'll be honest at this point would it be better to trash this blog???? I'm very much not the same person that began it. I am growing as a person. I am no longer restricted. I'm starting a whole new life...not completely by choice.

I'll end this post here... I will start a new post going from now