Tuesday, September 3, 2019

Is anyone out there??

Okay well I suck...Its been about a year since I last posted oooops.
Quick update...the last guy ended up being fun for a bit of time. He was fantastic in bed but could not commit like he had said he wanted?? Dunno. We still talk via text occasionally. I am very certain if given a chance he'd have me in his bed again. I need to learn from my mistakes....

That being said I have myself in the midst of a whole new mistake...well not a mistake but not what I thought it was. Started dating last November things progressed natrally into us living together, then I found out that he had been on his best behavior, which is easy for a few hours or an overnight stay but 24/7. Again wtf oooops. Can't just dump him kind of need his part of the rent and I love his little girl like shes my own. FUCK!! So everyday I try harder and harder to do what is right for me and see what good I can get out of this.

Ohh I almost died, again. This time from going crabbing...you know that flesh eating bacteria YEP. I was in the hospital for a week and then on bedrest for another month. FML.

To much to put into one post and really not worth the effort. I will try to be better at posting again. I use to love to blog...no one is reading anyway hahaha