I have been stressing so bad the last couple of weeks....I have 2 vacation weeks way to close together.
I have so much going on at work. Most of my team is awesome (my favorite word lol) and I know I can rely on them. Then I have a few I worry a little about but know that they will at least try to do whats right---then I have those that are elated I am not their so they can fuck off! Those are the once that screw it up for the rest and make my life miserable.
I found myself in the middle of a horrible week--my boss was scheduled to be at my store to do certifications on Wednesday. I felt we were ready--my store looks good--we followed the guide to get everything ready--I re-walked with MODs....but nope not ready after all. My boss had to reschedule pushing us back a day so different associates were in the store when she arrived for one. My boss can say it isn't true but her demeanor changes with different associates. It was like she was searching to find something wrong and she did. I got ripped a new one :( Then had to be on a conference call with the whole district while she ripped me another new one and explain to everyone why I failed and what they need to do to not epic fail as I did. With in an hour of the conference call I had 2 managers call to make sure I was ok. They felt my humiliation and pain on the call. I think what upsets me the most is she next to never visits my store. She always cancels on me. She forgets to inform me of stuff because she doesn't visit my store like all of the other stores. I am being held accountable for information I know nothing about. My store, even though it is the lowest volume store in the district, is generally on the top of all the comparison list. I run my store to the best of my ability with what is given to me. I am held to the higher standard. She was making an example out of me for the rest of the district.
Did I mention during this time I was also preparing for vacation and my floors were being stripped and waxed--which means I was pulling extra hours. I was getting into work at 4am and not leaving until 6pm several days in a row just to make sure we were ready! .
OMG the floors--the crew (2 people) that is doing my floors suck! They don't speak English very well. I have to keep repeating myself over and over showing them issues and still they have no clue. My floors look like shit. I contacted my corp guy about it. He assured me they would be dealt with and be back to fix the issues....I am so tired of stupid shit this week.
Then to make it even better some how I managed to get myself into an incident with my Hubby. A small little half laugh at the wrong moment caused several days of him being pissed at me and us not talking right when I needed him the most.
So now I am on vacation---I have to let work go! Even though I know once I am back my boss will be visiting to ensure my certification is complete and if not then I get a final written warning. My team promises me they will have everything fixed by the time I get back so I can re-walk the areas again. I have to let it go for now I will dwell on it all week. The whole point of a vacation is to get away from work stress :(
So that is my rant for now....Maybe I will post again at some point this week with some happy stuff
No comments:
Post a Comment