Today's appointment is with my OB/GYN. I am such a big baby when it comes to going to my Gynecologist. Don't get me wrong I think my doctor is fabulous! He is the first male OB/GYN that I ever been seen by that I actually liked. He is very personable and takes the time to talk to my husband and I so that we understand what is going on. I have been through so much in the last several years, its means a lot to have a doctor I trust and respect. All that being said I am so nervous. I am afraid of the cancer coming back. I am able to suppress the fear most of the time but its so overwhelming today. Like I said I am such a big baby.
My doctor's office is an hour drive from our house so my hubby tries to make plans to do other things while we are down that way. It's kind of like a treat per say. Well at least I look at it that way:) So far today we stop by the bank and the lawyer's office on the way down...that wasn't the treat part but its 2 errands I don't have to worry about now. We will probably grab something to eat after my appointment....thats the treat part. Well maybe
Have I mentioned that we (as a family) have been discussing limiting our intake of meat. My hubby has a friend that is a Raw Veganthat he has been conversing with lately A lot of what he has to say is very compelling. I am tired of feeling like crap all the time! Maybe it is the food that I am eating. When I was going through Chemo I had a very restricted diet, I wasn't able to eat certain food without my body reacting to it. Maybe my body was telling me something.....maybe I should have kept listening to it instead of going back to eating the same old crap again? It worth a try at least anyway.
Sunday I didn't have any kind of meat the whole day and I do have to say I did seem to feel not so *UGH*....don't get me wrong I didn't feel wonderful or anything. So far the last couple of days I haven't had any red meat-- I have had fish/poultry-- and I have feel pretty decent. We will see.
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