Monday, Aug 13, 2012

The Irish Queen Blog

It’s been 21 days since I quit BBB. I really thought I would have a new job by now….a better job with less stress. Instead I have no job and more stress.

I finally received my No Thank You letter today from Ashley Furniture. I guess my instincts are way off. Part of me still thought I had gotten the job right up until I opened the letter.

I have an interview tomorrow with a company in the same shopping center as bbb. Strange part is I never sent them a resume or applied to them? The manager called me to see if I was still interested in a job. She stated that she had been forwarded my resume from she thought my secretary?? So strange. Anyway I will dress nicely and go do my best to charm her into giving me a job.

I haven’t been able to enjoy the time off I have had due to stressing over not having a job. That is so messed up. If I could have hung on just a little longer, If I had realized how close the estate settlement was, If I had just stepped back and reasoned it all out, maybe I wouldn’t be in this situation. I would not be in the state of grrr!

My self-esteem is almost totally in the toilet. I will suck it up tomorrow for my interview because that is what I do. I really just want a job at this point….I need a job! I will worry after that about what I want next. I just need to start bring home a paycheck or we are sunk.